NAPLÓK: nélküled
Legutóbbi olvasó: 2025-11-03 13:12 Összes olvasás: 205766| 21. | [tulajdonos]: dried up canal | 2013-08-21 09:19 |
Every morning I wake up hoping it is over. I will need all my strength for my family's survival this year: I can't afford to let this love destroy it.
I didn't wrtite to you: you had said very clearly at least 2 times that you didn't want me. Imagining love was very foolish, it is sg that can never be.
I want to get rid of this feeling, which makes me vulnerable and weak.
I was afraid of going back, attacks of sobbing when I had to first, but now I am stronger. Certain places that are overcrowded with associations of you may not hurt me now: I know that you were a different dimension that is no longer there, that I have nothing to do with, that is so unreachable as to try to reach the moon. Times have changed missing an essential element, they do not contain the thing that makes imagination possible.
Perhaps I could look you calmly in the eyes now. I know my place, accepted it: i've never stood a chance, you're a stranger. Whatever you feel and think is no concern of mine. |
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