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On the other hand, there was a time before my clicking on him again, when I had an insight what it would be like if 'our story' had been real not part of my imagination only, if he really had felt sg similar to what i felt so much so that it would have been over even now, that it would make him move.
It was mad, cruel and insane. Here the monstrosity of my desire, ever so shy, ever hiding in the shadows, weak and hopeless was revealed.Beware what you wish, even if you say the opposite it could become a terrible, destructive force.
Outragous truth.Truth is outrage.
Taboos are taboos for a reason.
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I remember one April afternoon 2012 he most surely can't remember now: me sitting facing him and feeling sg between us so strong that it was almost touchable, almost physical. That afternoon, the second time in my life I was totally sure that I was loved back. I had never felt that so strongly. And I was knocked down by realising
how merciless returned love could be when the heart beats everything apart, like in a Danse Macabre. |
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